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Missing Meow
We went for our three km walk today, like almost every day. Demetrio brought little Meow with him. Like almost everyday. But today we lost him. I wasn't entirely sure if we had brought him. Maybe he was at home? So we got in, I looked. No Meow. Back out the door with the double stroller and 65 pounds of children to do the walk again. We made it halfway round our loop and there he was. Sitting on the curb and waiting. Yay!!! Now I am exhausted. 6km pushing a heavy double stroller FAST is a workout!
The World Wide Web
I confuse myself... I have noticed that recently, when I post on posterous, it's tweeting twice, and going to wordpress twice... but I don't think it's my autopost, because tumblr, xanga and blogger are only appearing once (except for sometimes when my phone app freezes and I resend the post), so what the heck? I must have something set somewhere that is doubling it back... hm. I think tumblr MIGHT be tweeting, which in turn goes to facebook... but how is it posting twice on Wordpress? Oh well, ANYhow.... Ive been super good lately at cutting back my comp time. It's only been two days, but so far so good. Our room is in the rec room downstairs, our two youngest ones are in rooms down there also, so I simply bring my laptop down with me at night when I go to bed, and I don't bring it back up until the little ones are in bed. So, I'm not on the comp at ALL all day until about 10:30pm. Amazing how nice it feels actually. What an addiction, lol. Mind you, I...
Oh Dear!
A Deer! Just running about.. along the road. No idea where it came from. It looked rather confused though. Poor thing.
Dark Night of the Soul
Well, maybe that's a bit pompous of me to compare my spiritual crisis to such a lovely peice of work. However, lately I've been feeling rather alone. Not 'people' alone... in fact I've been feeling more anti-social than ever... but spiritually alone. The incessant buzzing in my mind of stress and worry and irritation at every little thing has silenced the presence of the One. MotherFather has not felt close to me lately. I have gone for my walks, and tried to open my heart and mind, but I find so much bitterness and anger inside. Not for any particular reason. It's a vicious circle. I start getting caught up in the system of the world, and start forgetting to pay attention to the threads that strum and sing within it. Soon, I lose myself in my day to day conflicts and my own prolific internet superhighway travels and wander far from the Voice. I forget. The more I forget, the more lost I am, until one day, I realize that the little flame within me is ...
